midnightdemons7

Heat wave continues

Since Sat, the temps have been in the 80s and 90s. Tomorrow they will go back down to the 60s and I cannot wait. My room is so hot. The fan is not doing anything.

I didn’t do anything today. I nearly missed my therapy appt today. I woke up 20 minutes after it started. Luckily, my therapist was understanding and we had about a half hour check in. We talked about my final and my anxiety. She was concerned about it. I told her it is a specific thing, like about tests or an appt kind of thing. I listened to Mary Chapin on the way to campus because she calms me down. She has a soothing voice. We didn’t really talk about anything else and there wasn’t anything on my mind worth talking about.

I slept the rest of the afternoon. Then I had a bowl of cereal. I wasn’t hungry after that. I did have a coffee after my therapy but it doesn’t really keep me up. It is just something that I have to have. I wanted to shower but haven’t done it yet. I still need to pick up my meds and my library books. I will go tomorrow because it will be cooler. I hate walking in the heat.

If my niece doesn’t come home, I am going to sleep in her room tonight because she has the AC on for the dog. I am wicked thirsty. I haven’t been drinking most of the day so I am not surprised. I have been sweating a lot and I am out of Gatorade. I wish I had energy to shower. I should just hop in and do it but I want to groom and that takes time. I want to take down my beard. I don’t know if I want to trim it or just take it down to a stubble. I love playing with the lengths of it. I do need a haircut. Maybe this weekend I will do that.

Not feeling good today

I didn’t have a good sleep. I was up most of the night in pain as my CRPS foot flared up. It was also hot in my room despite the fan being on. Today was in the 90s so it was even hotter. Right now a thunderstorm is passing through and my head hurts.

I did nothing all day except try and sleep. I didn’t sleep with the pup because my niece was home. My nose has been itchy all night and so has my body. I have no idea why. I think it was because of dry skin. I never showered like I wanted to. I did brush my teeth though.

Last night I took my final. 150 questions. I am sure I got 75 wrong. I feel so stupid. I couldn’t get the pedigree stuff as I never understood them. My biggest worry was that I was going to run out of lead in my mechanical pencil. I didn’t bring another pencil and I just had a pen. But I didn’t. I will fill it up with lead sometime this week so I don’t forget. I forgot to look over the amino acids so I am sure I got those wrong, too.

I haven’t eaten much today. I just had coffee but I have been drinking water. I want to make some eggs but I don’t feel like cooking. I am just really tired and worn out. I kept waking up every couple of hours last night. I had to pee a few times. Some times I couldn’t get comfortable. I was in a lot of pain. And my foot still hurts. I think the thunderstorm passing through was why it flared up.

I am going to take my meds and then go to bed. I am really tired. I just hope I sleep through the night. Tomorrow I have therapy. I need to set the alarm so I don’t oversleep.

Studying

I got up around noon and the pollen count was high so I was sneezing my head off when I left my room. I woke up a few times during the night, once to pee and the other because my brain decided to wake up. It took forever to get back to sleep. I had taken trazodone so it wouldn’t happen but I guess waking up to pee caused a disruption.

My niece came over so I had some food with her that her mother made. It was good. Around dinner time I wanted a burger, but didn’t have any. I had a chicken sandwich instead. Wasn’t the same. Afterwards I went upstairs and tried to do some studying. I took a practice test and it was the wrong one with no answer key. Fuck.

I still need to do my meds for the week. I am tired. I don’t think I can study anymore. I had two coffees today. One hot, one iced. I drank the iced one pretty fast. I love making iced coffee. I got the ice from my sister’s apt because I don’t know what happened to our ice trays. They are all gone. I think there is just one left but they are small pieces of ice and I didn’t want that.

Think this is all I am going to write today. I can’t seem to think of anything else to say and my nerves about this exam is so damn high. I think I am going to read chapter 2 on water so I can possibly understand bonds more.