midnightdemons7

I got a message from my pcp this morning saying my labs were better. I might have been dehydrated or under nourished when I last had them done. It is tricky drinking fluids and eating when I don’t feel like it.

Today i had Pad Thai because one of the places that make it well is going out of business. I haven’t had it in a long time. They added vegetables to it and mushrooms. Yuck on the mushrooms. I ate half of it. I am now drinking big glasses of iced tea.

I got another migraine. Last night I got a wicked headache. It is muggy today so I think that is why. I haven’t done anything i wanted to. This headache is making me just want to lie down.

I finally figured out which fricken website to go to for my books. Unfortunately,  only one class had books. The other two didn’t. Grrrr. I have to check back. I got a thing from financial aid saying I am not registered full-time. I don’t want to be full-time. This is the first semester I am taking 3 classes. I hope I can handle it. I need one more semester with three classes in order to graduate Spring of 28. I haven’t decided which one it will be. I still need to take the 400 level psych course. That will finish off my requirements and the rest will be electives.

I woke up before 10 today and couldn’t go back to sleep. I just stayed up. I had coffee. I got it from my sister. It was a different kind of Caribou. It was good. Might order it next time I am out of coffee. I am debating going back to Starbucks. I miss it but it’s expensive. I am only having one cup a day because 2 hurts my stomach.

Sox are playing the Dodgers tonight. Game is at 10pm so I am probably not going to be up for it. My cousin thinks they will lose. We’ll see.

A day of being out

I woke up a few times before noon to pee. I took my meds around 8am. I finally got up around noon. I brushed my teeth but didn’t do much else. I had a doctor’s appt in an hour and a half. I decided to take a Lyft rather than deal with the T. I got there early. My pcp was able to see me as the 1pm didn’t show. We talked for nearly an hour. She said the ultrasound was for the cyst on my kidney. I forgot about that. Then she ordered blood work. We talked about the weight loss drug and my pain. She said it was ok to take the pain meds every day if I needed to. I went to get my blood drawn and the MA couldn’t get me so I had to go to the lab upstairs. I was stuck three times. I was not happy.

After the appt, I walked to the station and my back started to act up. Of all the things we talked about, I forgot to bring up my back. Fuck. I had to sit and rest halfway to the station. I went to the Square to pick up my migraine med. On the way home I picked up the last of my meds.

I came home and was tired. But I had to eat something. I made a bologna sandwich. I bought some chips so I could have it with it. I tried to take a nap but I had to take the migraine med. Then my sister called me saying she was making chicken cutlets. I stayed down with her for a bit and had some chicken.

Sox won last night. They are still playing late. I think I am going to go to bed early. I got a headache. I hate these late games.

I had no sleep last night and have been up since 9am yesterday. My foot was hurting all night long. I was expecting rain today but it never came. I also didn’t go out again.

I mostly played my game today and was on social media. I wasn’t in the mood for anything. Just been tired all day and not able to sleep. My psychiatrist got back to me this morning. He thinks my PTSD symptoms are to blame for the increase in anxiety. Wants me to talk to my therapist. I don’t see him till Sept so there is nothing he can do. He annoys me. I don’t know why I bother.

Because I was up, I followed the game. We won. I was happy. The new guy that we got in the trade got hurt last night. He has a broken wrist so will be out a few weeks. Always something.