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Saturday Blog 08082026

Today has been a tiring day. I got up at 1pm. I had coffee and something to eat. Then I took my steroid pill. I decided today was going to be the day I shaved and showered. I laid down with the puppy for a little bit before buzzing my head. Then I shaved it. I had to sit and drink some water as my back was cramping up. I had to shower to get the hair off. I used shaving gel for my face. I also trimmed my moustache. I feel better now that I showered but I had to sit for most of it because my back was killing me. I sort of snoozed a bit while I was in the shower, just sitting there. I don’t know why I am so tired. I slept ok. Just weird.

Sox are winning right now. They won last night. I listened to the game and oh my, they killed the A’s 13-1. It was great. They had like three home runs, 2 back to back. And the new catcher made some RBIs. I think he will fit in well. We are now in second place in the standings. I never would have thought this would happen as they were in last place for weeks.

I haven’t heard from the neighbor I helped the other day. I hope she is ok and got her phone fixed. I have no idea what I am going to have for supper. It’s hot in my kitchen and I don’t feel like cooking. I think I am going to get a hamburger bun from my sister and have a chicken sandwich. I am not really hungry but I need to eat something for my meds.

Baseball is crazy

The Sox fought until the 13^th inning to win the game. I love this team. I didn’t hear any of it and when I went to bed at 9, they were losing 7-5. Tolle is pitching tonight and he always gives up at least one homer. We are playing the Athletics tonight.

I didn’t do anything I wanted to do today. I feel really tired. I was in a lot of pain last night. I really thought about amputating my left leg. From top to my foot it was bothering me. I managed to get some sleep, even though I woke up around 130am to pee. Luckily, I was able to get back to sleep. I woke up again around 630, to pee again, and then I took my meds when I came back to my room. I thought about making pancakes as I have been craving them. I need to make them. It just takes a lot of energy. I sort of got up around 9 when my alarm went off for the weight loss drug. I got it from the fridge and then I weighed myself. I was a few pounds heavier. Ugh. I started playing with my phone as I waited for the drug to warm to room temp. Somehow the next time I looked at the clock said 12. I figure I would have coffee and a pop tart that I bought yesterday. It was good. I then had Reese’s Oreos. Those were the bomb of all cookies. I love them. My new favorite cookies.

I had therapy today. We talked about how I was feeling yesterday and what happened with my neighbor. It was a productive talk. She asked if I was suicidal and I said I was because I have been having low points with guilt and feeling worthless. All she said I needed distraction. I am like, what? I didn’t say that to her but I was thinking it.

I wanted to shave my head and trim my mustache today but after therapy, I cuddled with the puppy and I was done. She was whining to go outside. But it was too hot for her. I told her five minutes and then back inside. I don’t know what happened to her chew toy that was out there. I was almost ready to snooze when my bitchy sister came home. Puppy went under the bed. I don’t know why she has been hiding from my sister lately.

I went with my sister to do some grocery shopping. I needed bread so I could make a sandwich. I also bought some yogurt and sauce so I can make some spaghetti. I could make the sauce but I don’t have the energy to do it. I am now broke as I spent all my money on the 5 things I bought.

I am tired. I am listening to the game. They are winning 5-0 right now. Tolle is pitching awesome. I think I can safely go to bed.