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Got my laptop back and what a damn hassle

I was excited that I got an email this morning saying my laptop would be delivered today. It came while I was on my way to class. I had a horrific day. I had groceries delivered and went up and down stairs a lot. Then I shaved my head. I had a horrible time sleeping. I felt a little woozy before I left for class. All week it has been go go go. I need a rest day. I also haven’t been drinking fluids.

I got the report from Dell saying they replaced a board. I thought my problem was solved until I logged on the laptop. I got the same damn screen!! I had to lookup my key which took some doing and I had to enter it like three times. Then my PIN got reset so I had to use my gmail account to reset my laptop to accept a new PIN. I was like WTF. I just want to write my blog and go to bed. The time on my laptop is wrong. It is off by an hour. I don’t care, I will deal with it tomorrow.

I have been thinking about therapy and how I feel supported but I don’t. I feel like we aren’t doing anything constructive or helpful. Like I should be doing something more than just talking about every day things or something. I don’t know. I just feel like I am not getting anything useful out of it.

I need to rest so I will write more later. I also need to drink some fluids. I will be peeing all night. Great…

I slept ok but had weird dreams. I had two cups of coffee when I got up. I really didn’t want to get up but I had therapy. I had the session in the kitchen on my phone because I wasn’t going to try to turn on the old laptop. Session was good. We didn’t talk about anything specific. It just turned out that way.

After session I played with the pup for a bit before going upstairs to get dressed. I didn’t want to go to class. I just wanted to lay with the pup. I had to go pick up my meds. After I picked up my meds I went to campus and did the few errands. I had to go to IT to get my account reset and then the bookstore to get my notebook. I also printed off the slides for class. There’s a lot of pages. I took a lot of notes.

Coming home was going well until I got to the hospital. Then we were delayed for a while. I felt like taking a cab home. I haven’t eaten anything all day. I was grumpy. I ate when I came home. I was bad on fluids. I didn’t drink anything while I was out. I got to do better tomorrow.

I am really exhausted. I am not looking forward to tomorrow.

It took an hour for me to log on to my laptop after three tries. I am unable to open word as it cannot update for whatever reason. I am still locked out of school’s email. I can’t get the authenticator to give me a code.

I got an email from the lecturer saying pre lab is due the first lab. It’s eleven fricken pages. I looked at the fiest question and have no idea how to answer it. Just wonderful. I sent the PDF to Staples to print it out because I am locked out of the app that I can send printing to. I am so frustrated.

I slept really late today. I was in the middle of a weird dream when my sister called me asking me if I was up. I said no and tried to go back to sleep. I couldn’t. Then I had to pee so I was forced to get up. After I peed, I brushed my teeth. I already took my meds at like 7. I haven’t had anything to eat yet. I just asked my sister if there is pizza leftover. If there isn’t I’ll have soup.

The temp in my room is finally down. I shut the ceiling fan off. It was nice. I tried to sleep with the pup last night as my niece went out but then she came home and I was second news.

I got therapy tomorrow. I actually have things every day this week. Going to be a long week. I got to get started on my reading. I was hoping after my niece’s party I would read, but I was too tired. I was in a lot of pain in various parts of my body. It took me forever to get to sleep. My gallbladder was hurting me the most. I was really tempted to go to the ED. But it was after 8pm and I didn’t feel like being there all night, especially after I took my meds.