midnightdemons7

Saturday Blog 23052026

I pretty much slept all day. I had been up for more than 24 hours yesterday. I just could not sleep for the life of me. I had pain Thursday night and it kept me up most of the night. I had to take another pain pill at like 4am it was so bad.

I went to my uro appt and I don’t like her. She gave me a med for my problem and that was the end of the visit. I see her in another 8 weeks as that is how long the med takes to work. Great. I went to the grocery store after the appt. I was on a burger hunt. I found them and they had a good deal. Eight burgers for $10. I had one tonight. They are good. My mustard is missing again. I am not happy.

I finally got my library books. I was reading them Thurs night. I was laughing. It is so funny. I haven’t touched the book since then. I might read it tonight if I can’t sleep. I am still tired though. The Sox lost. Their second game at home that they lost. Ugh, I don’t know what to do to them. They are pitiful sometimes. I still love them.

It is cold today. I had to shut off the ceiling fan. I want to take a hot shower and might before bed. I don’t know if I will trim my beard or not. I am still on the fence about it. It is a good length so kind of want to keep it. Maybe later in the week I will trim it down.

I don’t think I am going to be able to clear my bed and change my sheets by the time I have surgery. I am feeling overwhelmed with it all. I will try tomorrow.

I slept in my niece’s bed with the puppy last night because she has AC and my room was hot as hell. I managed some sleep and the puppy was good most of the night. Then my sister got up and made a fucking racket in the kitchen. I guess the puppy did her business there.

I got up around 11. I took my meds and then made coffee. The pup went outside and soaked up the sun. She was sniffing like crazy. Then she came back inside. I stayed with her for a little bit. Then I decided to groom and shower. My back paid the price. I had to sit down to brush my teeth. I rested a bit up in my room. I checked the bus schedule but noticed I had like 28% battery so I couldn’t go yet. I had to go to the library and pick up my meds. I also needed apple juice and Gatorade. I couldn’t get my bag on wheels out. It was buried under stuff in my room. I was limited in how much I could carry. I was also sweating a lot and thirsty so had one of the 4 gatorades I bought. They were on “sale”. But still expensive.

I came home tired as fuck. I am heating up a shepard’s pie for dinner. I am hungry.

The puppy’s daddy came by and took her to the park. It is nice out but looks like rain. Hope it holds off until they come home.

My foot is killing me. I might have to take pain meds tonight. I have an early appt tomorrow so I hope I get up for it. I set 2 alarms.

Heat wave continues

Since Sat, the temps have been in the 80s and 90s. Tomorrow they will go back down to the 60s and I cannot wait. My room is so hot. The fan is not doing anything.

I didn’t do anything today. I nearly missed my therapy appt today. I woke up 20 minutes after it started. Luckily, my therapist was understanding and we had about a half hour check in. We talked about my final and my anxiety. She was concerned about it. I told her it is a specific thing, like about tests or an appt kind of thing. I listened to Mary Chapin on the way to campus because she calms me down. She has a soothing voice. We didn’t really talk about anything else and there wasn’t anything on my mind worth talking about.

I slept the rest of the afternoon. Then I had a bowl of cereal. I wasn’t hungry after that. I did have a coffee after my therapy but it doesn’t really keep me up. It is just something that I have to have. I wanted to shower but haven’t done it yet. I still need to pick up my meds and my library books. I will go tomorrow because it will be cooler. I hate walking in the heat.

If my niece doesn’t come home, I am going to sleep in her room tonight because she has the AC on for the dog. I am wicked thirsty. I haven’t been drinking most of the day so I am not surprised. I have been sweating a lot and I am out of Gatorade. I wish I had energy to shower. I should just hop in and do it but I want to groom and that takes time. I want to take down my beard. I don’t know if I want to trim it or just take it down to a stubble. I love playing with the lengths of it. I do need a haircut. Maybe this weekend I will do that.