midnightdemons7

Usual day

I woke up a few times during the night to pee. I was able to get back to sleep but had the most weirdest dreams. I finally got up around 10 as I had to pee again. I took my meds and then went downstairs. My niece and her ex were still here so the puppy was happy. Then my niece left followed by the ex. She didn’t know what to do with herself. I stayed with her after my coffee. Then the ex came back and stayed for a bit.

I managed a shower and took my beard down. It is cold in my room. I managed to clear one corner of my bed. It has been raining most of the day so I wasn’t able to bring the recycling out. Tomorrow is supposed to rain too so we’ll see if I am able to bring anything out.

Tomorrow is a holiday so I have one more day to put up with my bitch sister. She has been driving me crazy today. Just stupid stuff. She wants me to get the puppy a raw hide bone. I do buy them but she tears them to shreds in seconds. I will have to look for the bones I bought for her before. She pooped outside my bedroom door today. She was mad at me for something.

The Sox played a poor game. They were swept by the Twins. At home. Just awful.

I have been dealing with brain fog for most of the day. It is making me so tired. I slept pretty good last night. I guess I am still hungover from my 24+ hrs of being up. I see my therapist tomorrow. I am glad. There is something reassuring seeing her. I have no idea what I am going to talk about tomorrow. I have been so focused on getting through the last few days and clearing my bed, I haven’t thought much of anything else. I have a few appts this week, including therapy. I am seeing the surgeon Tues and Thurs I have my meeting with my DMH case worker. I am hoping to buy the stuff I need for the chicken casserole I want to make. It is supposed to warm up tomorrow and be in the 80s again in the middle of the week then cool down again.

Grades still haven’t been sent yet. I am curious to see what my final grade is. Grades are due Friday. I should pass.

Saturday Blog 23052026

I pretty much slept all day. I had been up for more than 24 hours yesterday. I just could not sleep for the life of me. I had pain Thursday night and it kept me up most of the night. I had to take another pain pill at like 4am it was so bad.

I went to my uro appt and I don’t like her. She gave me a med for my problem and that was the end of the visit. I see her in another 8 weeks as that is how long the med takes to work. Great. I went to the grocery store after the appt. I was on a burger hunt. I found them and they had a good deal. Eight burgers for $10. I had one tonight. They are good. My mustard is missing again. I am not happy.

I finally got my library books. I was reading them Thurs night. I was laughing. It is so funny. I haven’t touched the book since then. I might read it tonight if I can’t sleep. I am still tired though. The Sox lost. Their second game at home that they lost. Ugh, I don’t know what to do to them. They are pitiful sometimes. I still love them.

It is cold today. I had to shut off the ceiling fan. I want to take a hot shower and might before bed. I don’t know if I will trim my beard or not. I am still on the fence about it. It is a good length so kind of want to keep it. Maybe later in the week I will trim it down.

I don’t think I am going to be able to clear my bed and change my sheets by the time I have surgery. I am feeling overwhelmed with it all. I will try tomorrow.

I slept in my niece’s bed with the puppy last night because she has AC and my room was hot as hell. I managed some sleep and the puppy was good most of the night. Then my sister got up and made a fucking racket in the kitchen. I guess the puppy did her business there.

I got up around 11. I took my meds and then made coffee. The pup went outside and soaked up the sun. She was sniffing like crazy. Then she came back inside. I stayed with her for a little bit. Then I decided to groom and shower. My back paid the price. I had to sit down to brush my teeth. I rested a bit up in my room. I checked the bus schedule but noticed I had like 28% battery so I couldn’t go yet. I had to go to the library and pick up my meds. I also needed apple juice and Gatorade. I couldn’t get my bag on wheels out. It was buried under stuff in my room. I was limited in how much I could carry. I was also sweating a lot and thirsty so had one of the 4 gatorades I bought. They were on “sale”. But still expensive.

I came home tired as fuck. I am heating up a shepard’s pie for dinner. I am hungry.

The puppy’s daddy came by and took her to the park. It is nice out but looks like rain. Hope it holds off until they come home.

My foot is killing me. I might have to take pain meds tonight. I have an early appt tomorrow so I hope I get up for it. I set 2 alarms.