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Baking and showering

I slept ok after sleeping all day yesterday. I was so tired because I didn’t sleep the night before. I got up just before 11. I made a cup of coffee after I took my meds. I played my game. I didn’t know what to do today as I didn’t have therapy. I don’t have therapy all week because my therapist is on vacation. I made something to eat. Then I decided to make my chocolate zucchini bread.

My nephew was in the kitchen so I couldn’t sit and shred the zucchini. I had to make it as the zucchini was going bad. I kept checking the list to make sure I put everything in. I almost forgot the eggs. I kind of made a mess with the cocoa powder. I couldn’t find a “loaf” pan so used a baking pan for it. I will have to buy one when I can. It took an hour to cook and I burned my finger and thumb because I put the toothpick in too deep and one of the chocolate chips was on my finger and thumb and it was hot. I just hope I don’t have a blister tomorrow. It came out good but I had to put it back in for about 15 mins as it was gooey.

I had such stress this morning. I got an email from the 1 credit professor who asked to switch to another section because there was low enrollment and the class might be canceled. So I switched to something else. I don’t even remember the name of the class. But it meets on Monday after my history class. It also doesn’t have a book assigned to it. I hope the history class isn’t having the same problem.

After the bread was done, I shaved. I tried to shave with my electric shaver but my hair was too thick. I was able to do my face but couldn’t do my hair. I ended up getting razor burn under my chin. I took a brief break after I showered because bitch came home and I didn’t want her to put my clean clothes in the hamper.

I am now exhausted. The game started earlier than I was expecting. I think the reminder came in yesterday or something. I don’t know why new series gives me a reminder two days in advance. So stupid. My allergies have been killing me all day. Between my nose running and sneezing, it has been a day. I only had a chicken sandwich today and a little bit of the bread. Then I was full. I had an Ensure with my night meds. I have been trying to eat less and drink more fluids. I wish I could afford the protein shakes this place makes. They are so good. I should learn to make them but I hate clean up. Then bitch will yell at me and I won’t make them again.

My foot hurts. I don’t know if I will need to take my pain meds tonight. My muscles in my upper back and neck are hurting so I just took an Ativan. I had such cramps when I seeing my sister. I don’t think I will stay up for the game. They are leading right now and my favorite pitcher is on the mound. Game is tied at 3 right now. I am going to lie down and listen to Pandora for a bit.

Another night of no sleep 29082026

I have been up since 1pm yesterday. I haven’t been able to sleep at all. I have been in pain most of the day and really tired but no sleep happens. I ended up taking two pain pills last night because I was hurting so bad.

I had some coffee but I haven’t had anything to eat today. I think I am just going to stick with fluids today as my stomach is still bothering me. I listened to music most of the night. It was soothing. I took miralax but nothing is happening. I just feel awful. I feel nauseous again so I took some Zofran. I would be so lost without Zofran. It has helped me so much. I think because I had to take two pain pills last night it made things worse. I took miralax again so hopefully things will start moving tomorrow.

Last night I read the Neurosis and Treatment book. It got me thinking as it was talking about trauma. I made notes about it to talk to my therapist about it. She is on vacation next week so will talk about it when she returns. Sox has a double header today so not sure if I will get any reading done. I am in between games right now. The first game just ended and we won. They came alive in the 8^th inning.

Tired Friday

I had a difficult time going to sleep last night. I was in a lot of pain between my head, stomach, foot, and then my back started. I took some Benadryl because my allergies were wild. I thought that would put me to sleep but in the end, I ended up taking Ativan and that really put me out.

I woke up a few times in the morning but was able to go back to sleep. I got up around 1pm and just wanted coffee. I planned not on eating today, just drinking fluids. I had sent a message to my doc and they said I was constipated so to take stuff to go. They suggested 2 kiwis but I am not a big kiwi fan. I can have a piece not a whole thing. I plan on taking miralax tonight and hope I don’t have a blowout. I have been moving my bowels but they have been hard and painful.

I had planned on making zucchini bread today but I was too tired to do it. I feel hungover. I had two big cups of iced tea. I already took a nap. Sox are playing in like 45 mins. Big series with the wild card on the line. I am already biting my nails. I don’t like the pitcher who is pitching tonight. I haven’t decided if I will listen or not. Lately, I have just been following gameday on the app. The radio app tends to me a few seconds behind it. If I do listen to it, I hope I don’t fall asleep.